Un-web blog.

Indeed a long time since i wrote a line here,
it is a constant routine i have in checking my blog for other people's updates,
yet not mine.

Today, i just feel quite delighted with a family good news.
As my dearest cousin sister is finally tieing a knot with her beloved boyfriend.

To me, it seems i witnessed the process,
but i just think i did.

Around 10 years ago, i was happen to open the door in my uncle's place to a unfamiliar guy.(literately) I was just a kid, and i have to call him gor gor.

His name sounds similar to Leehom's, but the chinese characters are totally different. Haha, and he did used to tell me he is 1% alike to Leehom.Now, having being a part of Aurora Corporation(soon, haha!), i am now address him with his first name.

Soon, i may need to address him more formally, but this time i can get angpao from him! :)

Though there is a gap between me and my cousin sister. But she is not a total stranger but someone i look up to and respect. We became closer as i became her boutique's part timer and photographer. Random nights of dinner and tea time, made me felt she is a simple gal yet down to earth.

They may not seem to be the most romantic nor lovely couple, but i felt they are quite meant for each other.

They will have my blessing for sure. :)

雨

平凡的下午，
雨突然下起，
风雨雷电轰，

我任坦然地，
听着雨滴答，
默认我的确，
属于雨小孩，

喜欢那突然，
不经意的到，
却留下痕迹。

回忆吗？
现状吗？
未来吗？

都如此意想不到。

你或许有着天气预报，
有着风湿关节，
还是先天测云功能，

但，若雨要下，
没人能阻止，
就选择平静地接受吧。

21.

Dad said if i could live till 84, 25% of my life is gone by now.
The remaining 75% could be very crucial how i gonna mould it.
It's a milestone of one's life, i believe.
Though more responsibilities will be put into the 'backpack'',
yet, ''this is life'' say it's all...

No fancy party, no overwhelming presents,
but a sense of happiness where i always seek for.
A simple night spent happily together.
A toast to life, a shout for a match...

Apperciate all the blessings and wishes,
especially from someone i have not hear for a long time.

May everyone i love, stay happy and take care!
Thanks for everything! :D

未来

当假期接近尾声，年也快过完
给了一个又一个送别拥抱
也不知道几时再见面

突然对自己的未来感到慌张
犹如梦醒的那一刻
又回到现实社会

承若，责任，理想
站在同一个水平线
待我做抉择

音乐继续在响
我的心依然在跳

原来简简单单
也不容易
因为简单是所有复杂的结晶品

Pasar Malam

Sunday evening is always a happy moment for me,
even is raining like today.

Im the pasar malam queen, so they say... haha!
Ofcourse there are many reasons im so into going to night markets,
the place, the atmosphere, and not forgetting the food. (this is indeed the main reason. :P)
I was born in Selayang, a small town i shall say, and it is the place that is meaningful to me.

I could walk into the rain just to buy my favourite corn and popiah for my buddy (if you still remember... :P)
It was the warmth from those familiar aunties and uncles who still produce nice food that touches my heart.
Anyhow, it is a place, i feel i belong to very much even i have moved here for almost 10 years.

Tonight i dare the rain again to venture my another favourite asam laksa, i guess im not alone in this situation, there were more people than i expect waiting for thier delicious bowl of noodles.
However, Bukit Maluri's always remind me the endless promise to Abilene of going pasar malam together. I do miss those times. Hahaha!

Patriotic Spirit

It was Asean Games, football final men category...

and it was Malaysia vs Vietnam.

Indeed a very inconvenient fact i happen to be there.

Yet, that was the night i will always remember,

watching the whole match in 2 different places,

from the cozy coffee shop with a warm, delicious and amazing bowl of Pho Bo ( beef noodles)

and the never ending smoothies,

i was very confuse dont know which to support actually,

or i decided to support the goal... which i always do...

The coffee shop closed quite early and we switched back to our 'original' hotel (we changed 3 hotels in 3 days) to continue watching...

It was a breezing cold night i suppose, and staying inside, hearing people cheering 'co len' and my heart did silently hope for Vietnam to win after knowing they waited for 50 years for that...

It was a pity it was not a success for Vietnam, but i didnt really feel happy for Malaysia, cause it was not a clear win after all.

Anyways, the streets were still full of cheering despite being the silver medalist again, and the atmosphere really made me felt Vietnamese people do love their country. Surely a fact, it is more than Malaysian, they would only maybe cheer for MU for their endless victories over pub but never for their country or it's just me that didn't experience that.

Co len, Vietnam... im sure the 26th Asean Games, you will really win.

After math

Skipping a day from the travel journey,
and talk about today...

I got back my car today,
along with a very heavy feeling.
Maybe this is a temporary feeling, or it might be permenant,
the responsibility of driving safely,
for the sake of my beloveds, other peoples' safety,
it is needed at least for this moment.

This accident will always 'remind' me of the mistakes i did,
It was really a lesson to be remembered and not repeat.
Speeding or cutting lanes seems to become my past, at least i wish for.

I was lucky to be alive and actions need to be made.
I have to believe i could make this change.

Disgusting Travel Mate

Hahaha, im finally back to my home...
the very first time i have been travelling for so long,
many things happened along the way,
but i bet i really became the disgusting traveller.

The reason to this was because i was highly influenced by the other disgusting travelmate.
Details of disgusting could be ommited as it would lead to discomfort reading on...
Anyways, what i could say is, it was more than snoring, 'good timing' burping, forgotten shower days, rewear socks over and over again... haha!

Yet, this is what i find travel quite interesting somewhat,
you could unwind all your routines, your house rules, your manners and get wild, ofcourse not too over... haha!
Here comes opening up your heart, to accept many things that would oppose to your expectation of travel mates.

Maybe is just like watching amazing race, all the ugly truth will appear during the journey, but at least that is the very real of the person i perhaps.
If one can accept that, then surely they will be as closer than ever,
otherwise, that could be the end of the road.

To me, is never the destination, but the experience and how you have grown throughout the journey.

I was very lucky to have such a great travel mate which could overshadowed all the barriers, enlighten laughters to a higher level and let me feel so much how she had grew up from where she belong.

Cam on, travelmate, no matter how disgusting you are, cause im too now! :P

Xmas is coming!!!

Hahaha, really felt im a little kid suddenly,
dancing and smiling with christmas carol jiggling in my ears...

I miss watching Home Alone 1 and 2 during Christmas times,
though none of us in the family really celebrate christmas,
but thanks to this movie, i always have this joy when the festive apporaching.

Yet, to me is just a festive to be happy,and not so much about presents...
And importantly be with family and friends, though i always go travel-about during that time...
Haha, vacation time! Packing, checking, and enjoy what is installed ahead.

Hope everyone who drop by to this blog, have a merry little christmas and happy 2010...
seems to early to say so, but i have to say it in advance. hahaha!

Cold nights.

20 years, but only recent years i know how fragile life could be,
I've spent 10 years thinking why my childhood or my school was different,
yet the outcome was not even important.

Haunting scenes are replaced one by one,
my fear are conquered more and more,
do i become stronger?
i dont know.

Been so many mistakes in life,
so many lessons to be remembered,
a cold night rewinding every single impact scenes,
telling myself,
'that's it... been there, done there...
fight the fear and live on...'