Xmas is coming!!!

Hahaha, really felt im a little kid suddenly,
dancing and smiling with christmas carol jiggling in my ears...

I miss watching Home Alone 1 and 2 during Christmas times,
though none of us in the family really celebrate christmas,
but thanks to this movie, i always have this joy when the festive apporaching.

Yet, to me is just a festive to be happy,and not so much about presents...
And importantly be with family and friends, though i always go travel-about during that time...
Haha, vacation time! Packing, checking, and enjoy what is installed ahead.

Hope everyone who drop by to this blog, have a merry little christmas and happy 2010...
seems to early to say so, but i have to say it in advance. hahaha!

Cold nights.

20 years, but only recent years i know how fragile life could be,
I've spent 10 years thinking why my childhood or my school was different,
yet the outcome was not even important.

Haunting scenes are replaced one by one,
my fear are conquered more and more,
do i become stronger?
i dont know.

Been so many mistakes in life,
so many lessons to be remembered,
a cold night rewinding every single impact scenes,
telling myself,
'that's it... been there, done there...
fight the fear and live on...'

Nothing comes easy.

Semester ends, i began to the routine me,
work work and work to earn more money for travel,
sometimes people wonder why i'm so busy,
is just because nothing comes easy.

Everything comes with a price,
I realise that very young,
maybe it does made me different,
and so does other who realise that.

But working for a dream,
does give a boost to the motivation,
even it is a boring job,
you could also learn from it.

For the upcoming Vietnam trip,
That shall be the fruit for all my hardwork.

:)

Time zoomsss...

Deja vu feeling of back to back birthday celebrations,
signalling time has passed,
assignments wrapping up,
team mates holding hands running to the finish line,
a semester sees its end very soon.

Happiness showered along my tears,
Achievements feel its glow,
Confidence still in pending mode,
Substance is yet to fill in to the empty me.

Still many question with so little answers,
time zooms with me running to an uncertain aim,
this year's path may be slightly different,
i got to pick up more joy and love than ever,
or i shall viewing things in different perspectives does help.

C'est La Vie!

A sign

Everything in this world,
somehow happen with a sign,
no matter is an early or later one.

Yet, even we saw the sign,
we are not able to change the upcoming happenings.
my sixth sense always hint me of something bad,
but most of the time i couldn't make a difference to it.

It was just a sign,
a mental preparation.
i bet many people have this instinct,
just maybe mine was stronger.

Life happens with just a snap,
So fragile...

Contrary, it gave us a opporturnity to grow up and stay strong,
most importantly was to feel love is still around in tragic moments.


Em, take care...

Source of happiness.

We pursue for happiness.
Most of the time, blindly.

Yet, sometimes it just appears in front of your eyes,
Everything composed with a very simple manner.

A lively talk over meals,
An innocent laugh,
A reflective reactions.

Just like that.

McD

I grew up with McD, i think.

Many memories was kept this fast food chain store

The yellow arch.

The ice cream. ( i know is not the best)

Uncle Ronald.

My first birthday party location,

A favourite hangout place since young,

A landmark when comes to direction,

I went there alone just now,

Noticed so many things had changed,

Digitalise, modernised, food 'healthier', more affordable,

Different concept all together.

Time passed,

I no longer eat ice cream there with dad at 1am,

I no longer bring homeworks to discuss,

I no longer eager to eat McFish like i used to,

Now,

I came by to feed my stomach as the last option,

I came by as it was just too hot at home,

I came by to set my mind free,

and silently revisit memories that i once had in there...

Hair Stylist

I dont have much fashion sense,
What comes to comfortable will suit me,
Some even think im very simple,
I never doubt that too.

Meet my favourite hair stylist today,
Really cheer up my dull and stress day,
Due to some reasons,
We lost contact,
But still found each other on Facebook.

Anyhow, it is always a great routine having her to trim my hair,
She always willing to share thoughts about her profession,
She's passion and very ethical in giving her customer the best.

I always believe when you serve your customer with sincere,
They will always feel it and wish to come back.

Thanks,Judy for cheering my day up once more!


(no pics of her, cause she dont let me to take... haha! )

Falling apart.

The mind is not with me,
The soul went somewhere,
The body collapsing soon.

Many things come across me,
Yet everything was gone in a snap,
So hard to grip hold to every single updated details.

No one could help me in this,
I need to fight back and stand again.

Life goes on,
A familiar phrase,
I wish i could do it more effectively.

Know too much...

In some sundays, at least a sigh will happen,
it could be maybe Ferrari is not performing,
but most probably is something else.

Sitting in front of the computer,
listening to a familiar conversation over and over.

I felt i knew too much,
why i care to know?
just because i still care?

The hopeless and helpless feeling always provoke me this moment,
no matter how i wish i could see it in a very different light,
is eventually end up the same.

A trap that i set myself,
and seems to stuck there forever,
maybe it needs an dramatic incident to end all these.

I wonder, how many more sundays i have to listen to this and feel the same again?

Public Transport Day!

Fun day scrolling around the city, looking to new changes of buildings, cars, road or even a minor change in Malaysian courtesy.

Interstingly, realizing more people line to get into KTMs, but i bet it could be still pretty disasterous when it comes to peak hour.
lining in the ladies also became a 'new' phenonmena in town.
more to highlight was to see a youth providing an elderly a sit.

There is just much more than that,
had a late breakfast at a cafe,
observing people come and go has just been an interesting to do...

Culture globalisation,
only today i realise how Arabic women drink and eat.
i would sound like someone from the forest now, haha!
but, one thing to mention, their eyes are very alert all the time.

Then i started to notice random street walker's eye,
they all indicate various message somehow,
some are exhausted, some are thinking, some are smiling (with their eyes, it does happen), some said 'im bored' ...me, always in the observing mode.

Hello Everyone!

Jun is back! To the brand new blog, a series of refreshing thoughts will be shared over here. It will be a no border territory, from personal feelings till the very simple what-i-did today kind of post. So, do drop by all the time and most importantly i need to hear from you too. Make it a place to gather, and share!

Cheers! :P