Cold nights.

20 years, but only recent years i know how fragile life could be,
I've spent 10 years thinking why my childhood or my school was different,
yet the outcome was not even important.

Haunting scenes are replaced one by one,
my fear are conquered more and more,
do i become stronger?
i dont know.

Been so many mistakes in life,
so many lessons to be remembered,
a cold night rewinding every single impact scenes,
telling myself,
'that's it... been there, done there...
fight the fear and live on...'