Xmas is coming!!!

Hahaha, really felt im a little kid suddenly,
dancing and smiling with christmas carol jiggling in my ears...

I miss watching Home Alone 1 and 2 during Christmas times,
though none of us in the family really celebrate christmas,
but thanks to this movie, i always have this joy when the festive apporaching.

Yet, to me is just a festive to be happy,and not so much about presents...
And importantly be with family and friends, though i always go travel-about during that time...
Haha, vacation time! Packing, checking, and enjoy what is installed ahead.

Hope everyone who drop by to this blog, have a merry little christmas and happy 2010...
seems to early to say so, but i have to say it in advance. hahaha!

Cold nights.

20 years, but only recent years i know how fragile life could be,
I've spent 10 years thinking why my childhood or my school was different,
yet the outcome was not even important.

Haunting scenes are replaced one by one,
my fear are conquered more and more,
do i become stronger?
i dont know.

Been so many mistakes in life,
so many lessons to be remembered,
a cold night rewinding every single impact scenes,
telling myself,
'that's it... been there, done there...
fight the fear and live on...'